Here's the situation, there's this girl and for the purpose of confidentiality I'm going to refer to her as Miss Perfect. so anyway Miss Perfect and I were best friends for awhile her and a few other girls were "my crew". Then through a series of unfortunate events (they weren't that unfortunate it was more like a series of stupid lies) I ended up friendless. Now I know I sound like every girl when I say Its not me who was being mean, but this time it truly wasn't me and I did everything in my power to make them see that. Which didn't exactly work. At the time I had a boyfriend to hangout with but then we broke up and now I have zippo people to hangout with.
On to the point now... I'm on Facebook this morning and I see a post that says Miss Perfect and some other guy are in a relationship. It shouldn't affect me, I mean I switched schools so I wouldn't have to deal with all the people at my old school (My Ex-friends and Ex-boyfriend) but it hit me like a punch to the boob; fast, painful and sore for awhile. It made me feel even more lonely and I almost started crying. I miss having a boyfriend and people to talk to and hangout with. It sucks to see someone who ruined everything for you succeed and I'm really torn and confused. There are many factors to my loneliness but this certainly didn't help. I feel like I've worked so hard to try and be happy and improve my life and yet still nothing goes my way.
I know I haven't described how I'm feeling very much but right now I can't even put into words how I feel. If anyone has any advice or opinions or just wants to say something random please, please, please comment, send me and email or tweet. I'd really love to hear from someone.
Think Elegantly
The Lonely xoxo
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