Relationships Confuse Me

Hey there, anyone who is actually reading this. Its been so so so long since I posted and a lot has changed. I'm now in relationship with a 19 year old...I'm 16. Thats kinda beside the point though. My problem is i don't know how i actually feel about the relationship anymore. We've been dating for 3 months and sometimes i'm really happy with him and other times i'm just like meh. I think he is way more committed to the relationship than I am. Like marriage and shit and I'm like.... ummm lets see if we last until christmas. Another problem is he's super depressed and slightly clingy and i don't know how to deal with that. He's so fun but when he's depressed and unhappy it brings me down to. I can;t decide what I want to do. Advice anyone??? please I'm begging you comment on this and give me your opinion or advice!

Think Elegantly,
The Lonely xoxo

Boys boys boys

Isn't it amazing how you can feel like no boy will ever be interested in you and then all of the sudden you have like 4 interested in you at once? 

I Fucking Hate Boys

So, there was this boy. I met him while I was in Ottawa and he was perfect. He lived in Halifax but thats beside the point. He was so nice and funny and he had goals inline. On top of that he didn't drink or do drugs. He was an all around awesome person. When we left Ottawa he'd text me everyday  and there would be lots of smiley faces used and all that good stuff. But it would appear somethings changed today. He seems distance and totally not into me. It's so weird. How can boys just change their mind like that. I don't fucking understand. They constantly break girls hearts and ruin our live. They make us emotional wrecks and honestly they just cause a shit load of problems. I'm not saying its always the guys fault it's just their so damn unpredictable. Sorry about My little rant.

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The Lonely xoxo

Journalism approach

I've decided to take more of a journalistic approach to my posts. I'm going to actually do research and go out in the field and learn things for myself. It'll be more scientific ish. My first topic- boys.

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The Lonely xoxo

iisuperwomanii the best youtube comedian

I feel the need to inform all of you about the greatest comedian alive. The youtube comedian superwoman is honestly hilarious. Her videos cover things we can all relate to and just make you laugh. I love watching her videos when I'm bored because they are extremely entertaining! She keeps it real. I should say though she seems to be be more popular with females but some guys like her to. Below I've put links for some of my favourite videos by her! check it out!

Girls On Their Periods

Parent Teacher Interviews

How Girls Get Ready

How I Get Work Done

Types of Annoying Guys

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The Lonely xoxo

How To Handle Your Ex-Bestfriend Getting A Boyfriend

Here's the situation, there's this girl and for the purpose of confidentiality I'm going to refer to her as Miss Perfect. so anyway Miss Perfect and I were best friends for awhile her and a few other girls were "my crew". Then through a series of unfortunate events (they weren't that unfortunate it was more like a series of stupid lies) I ended up friendless. Now I know I sound like every girl when I say Its not me who was being mean, but this time it truly wasn't me and I did everything in my power to make them see that. Which didn't exactly work. At the time I had a boyfriend to hangout with but then we broke up and now I have zippo people to hangout with.

On to the point now... I'm on Facebook this morning and I see a post that says Miss Perfect and some other guy are in a relationship. It shouldn't affect me, I mean I switched schools so I wouldn't have to deal with all the people at my old school (My Ex-friends and Ex-boyfriend) but it hit me like a punch to the boob; fast, painful and sore for awhile. It made me feel even more lonely and I almost started crying. I miss having a boyfriend and people to talk to and hangout with. It sucks to see someone who ruined everything for you succeed and I'm really torn and confused. There are many factors to my loneliness but this certainly didn't help. I feel like I've worked so hard to try and be happy and improve my life and yet still nothing goes my way.

I know I haven't described how I'm feeling very much but right now I can't even put into words how I feel.  If anyone has any advice or opinions or just wants to say something random please, please, please comment, send me and email or tweet. I'd really love to hear from someone.

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The Lonely xoxo

I Wish I Was Latin

For about a year now I have wanted to be latin which is completely unrealistic because I live in Canada and my family is of European descent but you can always dream right? There is is something very intriguing about latin people and latin culture. There's a certain mystery behind the people but at the same time the culture is so vibrant. The loud bursting with energy with music, the dancing, the exotic looks it's all just very appealing to me. I recently watched a movie with lots of latin dancing and the way they move is just mesmerizing. I seriously wish I could move my body like that. On top of that they speak spanish which in my opinion is a beautiful language. This post is a little random but I just really wanted to get my feelings out there. 

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The Lonely xoxo